[a moment] to be honest

 

[moment 300]

I'm not ok today. I'm beyond exhausted. I'm sad and frustrated and in so much physical pain that I just want to curl up in bed and cease to exist. I can even say curl up in bed and rest because there is no rest, only pain. I've had to cancel on getting together with friends and volunteer work because the pain is too overwhelming. 

Some days are like this. More and more these days, to be honest. Hopefully a medical procedure next month will improve things. The only thing I can do at this point is live in hope that things will get better.