[Adventure] of Not
[Adventure 184]
I do not.
I do not want to get out of bed. I do not want to do laundry or dishes or pack for camp.
I would rather not cook or clean or run errands. I do not want to adult.
I do not want to help or talk or listen or do.
I want to sleep. I want to rest. I want an end to this insanity-inducing exhaustion.
I do not want to deal with people today. I don't want to be responsible for another human being, not even myself.
I do not want to shower or eat or take care of myself or feel.
I am weary.
I want to drink cozy drinks from my rainbow mug and watch things and just get through the day.
I do not want to be in pain. I don't want to listen to my racing mind.
I just want peace.
And so I don't. Mostly. I watch a thing with a kid. I help a kid with a thing. And I do exactly one load of laundry because I got new bras and want to wear them.
Tomorrow I will, but today I will not. Because it's ok to not, at least for one day.
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